Good morning! Yesterday was just *boom boom boom*, going everywhere with my aunt’s family before they leave tomorrow morning. :/ Then it’s back to the grind for me, really—aka finishing up all the homework due after break. Boooooooo.
I’ve been going to a hell lot of restaurants lately, even eating two meals out in one day. o_o Lunch yesterday was at the Eiffel Tower Café (again). My dad suggested it—he wanted to bring his friend from China to a “European-style” restaurant. And me? I’m all for it, man. They even put us in a little corner this time! It was super cozy and awesome. :]
After a few “issues” (“I couldn’t understand a word he said”) with the French waiter’s pronunciation and fast-paced run through the specials, my dad and his friend started off with a special arugula and endive salad with gruyère cheese and anchovies. I had a taste—pretty tasty sans olives, which I despise, though everyone else in the world seems to love them.

This was the first time in a looong time that I had anchovies, and I forgot how salty they were! Solution? Stuff mouth with warm, crunchy-on-the-outside-doughy-on-the-inside baguette. Never fails.

I told my dad’s friend that he had to try the baguette, and though he didn’t give me his opinion on it, he kept going back for more pieces throughout the meal… so I’m guessing he liked it. ;)
I snapped a picture of the baguette, and then the nice British waitress commented on my camera. I was completely thrown off guard—actually, I expected people to eye me weirdly for bringing a big camera into a teeny-tiny restaurant and snapping tons of photos of my food. We had a little discussion about cameras, mostly lamenting the quality of most digital cameras, and she eventually asked me for the model. Of course, I happily told her :]
(They recognize us probably because it’s our third time going, and we’re probably one of their few, if not their only, Asian customers. lol.)
For the main course, I was originally going to have la crêpe du jour, chicken and vegetables, but I decided I had to get the chicken chausson with couscous after hearing the waiter’s description (i.e. finally understanding what a chausson was). I’ve never had a savory puff pastry dish, so I knew I had to try it. :D
Voilà.


Hmmm, not bad. Salad = good—not too oily, and a little sour from vinegar. Couscous = fluffy and fantabulous—I think this was cooked with chicken broth or something, because it was delish. Puff pastry = omnomnom, flaky and buttery and amazing. The chicken inside was yummy, but a wee bit too salty. I drank about 5 wine glasses of water throughout the meal, building up quite a tankload without realizing it. ^_^; The orange sauce was a fruit-based (citrus?) sauce, I believe, to go with the chausson. The combo of sweet and savory was fantastic, and the sweetness of the sauce helped tone down the saltiness of the chicken.

My dad’s friend was a newspaper photographer at one point, so he gave me some helpful photography tips. :]
Dessert could have been the only-at-Christmas bûche de noël, but I was stuffed, probably from the buttery puff pastry. Ah, well—there’s always next year, right? ;)
Dinner was at a local restaurant, Willow Creek Farm.


It was, no doubt, warm and toasty inside. :] The decor is apparently supposed to emulate an “American-style inn” from colonial times? It has a really earthy, rustic feel to it. It’s a good reminder that I’m technically in the countryside, haha.
We started off with some bread with two kinds of butter, regular and strawberry. I’ve had strawberry butter before—it’s pretty damn tasty! I LOVE flavored butters, almost as much as I love flavored (sweet, not savory) cream cheese. :D I didn’t have a slice, though, because I was still kind of full from lunch! :|

No offense, but I don’t think this can beat baguette.
Everything on the menu looked tantalizing. *_* I wanted to get everything!

There was actually a big sign in the front advertising the filet mignon, but I didn’t take a picture of it. :( It was amusing in a weird way…
Drinks:
That water jug was so heavy! o_o
After much contemplation between gnocchi, butternut squash ravioli (MUST TRY NEXT TIME), and pulled duck salad (!!!), and other goodies, I chose the seared sea scallops.

I’ll be perfectly honest here—I didn’t choose this dish for the scallops originally. I was intrigued by the various sides (besides spinach, lol), which included pancetta, parsnip purée, and sweet potato gaufrettes.

I consulted with my cousin about gaufrettes, and he described it as some sort of “little cake”? Anyway, I wasn’t expecting sweet potato crisps. But they were delicious anyway, and I ate all of ‘em. :D

Oh, and I just looked up pancetta on Wikipedia, and am delighted to know that it’s cured pork belly. That stuff is incredible, seriously. Actually, everything about this dish was incredible, sans the spinach, which was just… spinach. To tell you the truth, I never really liked scallops before. I always found them tough, rubbery, and virtually flavorless, but now I realize that they must’ve just been prepared in an unappealing way! The waitress told me that the chef recommended the meat to be medium-rare, so I went with that, and boy am I glad I did! These babies were juicy, savory, tender, and transformed my outlook on scallops entirely. I’ll still be wary of them because of the tendency to overcook them, but OMG… I was totally not expecting to adore them.
The parsnip purée was surprisingly delicious, too. I don’t know what they put in it (I should’ve asked…), but it was freaking amazing—buttery (well, I wonder what one ingredient was) and just a tad sweet. I’ve never even eaten a real parsnip before, but if this is what they taste like, then I need to go buy some. Like, now. And purée them to a pulp with my new blender. :]
Good things aside, I can’t deny that this dinner threw some disordered thoughts into my head post-meal. I finished everything on my plate, and my mom and aunt commented that I could eat a lot, that I finished my whole meal, etc. That old voice started to talk to me:
Look, you finished the WHOLE THING, you fatty! You’re going to get so fat from this. Even your mom and your aunt noticed! FATSO! Why didn’t you leave a few bites on your plate? We should have a three-bite rule—at LEAST three bites must be left on your plate when you finish eating!
I thought about that last bit twice, and then I told the voice to f-off. It can’t pull me down anymore. Just going over those ridiculous thoughts makes me realize how truly stupid they are. I encourage all of those who are struggling with these same thoughts to try to replay them in your mind and really try to listen to what ED/DE is telling you. For example, leave three bites on my plate for every meal I eat? WTF? What if I’m hungry? What if the portion is small, like tonight’s? Why the hell should I institute such arbitrary rules? Why should I take away my own freedom?
So I ate three damn scallops. So I ate some spinach and a thin layer of parsnip purée and three 1-centimeter cubes of pancetta. So what? It’s not like I’m stuffing myself till my ribcage explodes or eating so fast that my stomach hurts (poor cousin). I’m treating my body well. I can eat out during the holidays—I can eat out, period, and not worry about calories and fat and weight. As long as I trust my body, I can do anything.
Sorry for the little speech there—I’ll get off my soapbox now. ^_^; Alright, ladies, I’m off—I hope you guys have an amazing day!
Q1: Do you like olives? If so, is there a food that most people seem to like, but you don’t?
Q2: What’s your favorite type of cuisine?
Q3: Have you ever disliked something the first time, but liked it the second time?





December 29, 2009 at 10:25 AM
I admire your ability to talk back at the disordered thoughts :) It’s definitely a hard thing to do, but can be so liberating. Food is meant to be enjoyed, guilt free…
I’m not really a big olive fan… then again, I haven’t given them many chances… I tend to avoid them lol.
Favorite cuisine would be Mexican or Italian for sure.
As for disliking things the first time and learning to love them… lol basically all veggies for me. When I was younger, I hated anything vegetable related… now I start to crave them like mad if I don’t have enough.
December 29, 2009 at 10:30 AM
yay for telling ED to shut it =D
no. i don’t like olives. hmm. people love ketchup and i don’t really like it.
mexican for sure. and like you, the restaurant we go to ALL THE TIME…they know us because WE’RE THE ONLY ASIANS THAT GO THERE!
i disliked tomatoes, but liked it afterwards. that same thing happened with peanut butter. hmm. i also hated pork, but i got to be okay with it…helps that i’m going paleo.
December 29, 2009 at 10:45 AM
i so admire how you wrote about what your ED was telling you at that meal, i can relate so much to eating out, and having my ED voice tell me such horrible things…but whenever i got out to a meal, and dont bring my ED along, and choose what I want, i always feel great after, like i did the right thing, even if there is guilt or anxiety, showing your ED that YOU have control and you are strong is amazing. “As long as I trust my body, I can do anything.” ahh i totally agree, i always need to be able to trust my body, and through the past year i have come to trust my body more, and its the best feeling to be able to trust your body…because with an ED i think we take the control and use our ED symptoms in a way to have control, because we don’t trust that food is safe or that we wont gain off X calories blah blah…but ED lies ;P and you are amazing lovie, and by the way everything looks delicious! :)
1: Do you like olives? i like olives but not black olives, i like green olives or nicoise..i don’t like potato chips, and prob a lot of people like them…
Q2: What’s your favorite type of cuisine? Thai and french cuisines.
Q3: Have you ever disliked something the first time, but liked it the second time? hmmm, idk lol
lots of love <3
xx
Eliza
December 29, 2009 at 1:42 PM
I HATE OLIVES! So glad i’m not the only one :). I do however love olive oil. And baguettes. Especially the 2 of those things together! So glad you went out to eat and got to enjoy such lovely meals, I know eating food prepared in a restaurant isn’t always easy, but you did a great job!
December 29, 2009 at 2:18 PM
I loved this post! It seems like your new camera is bringing out your inner foodie :P I can’t wait to see what you will report on next! Great job with the restaurant reviews.. everything looks so fancy and incredible!
I also admire your honesty about the ED thoughts, and commend you on standing up for yourself and enjoying the meal thoroughly! As I was reading, I was wondering how you felt about eating out, mystery ingredients … yada yada yada – it really helps knowing that even though you still struggle with these issues, it does get easier. Thank you :)
xox
Tat
1) I loooove olives :) mmmm. I am really opposed to Mayo (is that considered a food?) … nothing to do with ED, it just makes me cringe. yuck.
2) Favorite cuisine: Anything Asian, especially curries. I would eat chinese/japanese/korean etc every day of my life if I could :)
3) The first time I tried plain yogurt I was disgusted… after like a year went by I re-tried it and I love the sourness now :P It’s weird how taste buds change.
December 29, 2009 at 4:40 PM
oh my gosh girl, i am so incredibly proud of your realizations in this post. it is so important to recognize ed’s voice versus your own & to realize that your own voice is the good one. you are doing amazingly & are such an inspiration!!!
i don’t like olives, actually, though i don’t mind them every now & then! and i love asian cuisine, but i’m really open to all types. I hated greek yogurt at first!! i know..the horror haha its like my fav thing now <3
xoxo
shelley
http://findinghappinessandhealth.wordpress.com
December 29, 2009 at 6:33 PM
“as long as i trust my body-i can do anything”
A FREAKIN MEN TO THAT GIRL!!
awesome!!!
i LOVE scallops!
December 29, 2009 at 10:16 PM
Um, I’m going to need to eat at both of those restaurants immediately.
And I like olives. I’m a Greek girl. They are probably embedded in my DNA.
December 29, 2009 at 10:34 PM
I also tried pork belly for the first time this year, and surprise, it was delish.
Way to tell ED/DE to f-off. You = awesome.
December 30, 2009 at 1:12 AM
I seriously saw Canon SLRs everywhere when we went to DC. I swear every gosh darn person had one in their hands. It was like a horrible nightmare!!!! I was so close to chucking someone over and running away with their cam.